A poem for this in-between week

A poem for this in-between week
Photo by Gaby Dyson

Text within this block will maintain its original spacing when publishedDecember 28th, 2025

The snow has turned to rain
here, and I'm missing you

Here in this week in between
Christmas and New Year's

Where things stop and start
confusingly

And I try to figure out
when the library is open, and the gym

And when to call which doctor—
what to tackle, what to put off

As I fight—you know me—existential dread
about love and death

And why we have to be apart
with so few years left together—

I'm sorry.
That's not the reason I'm writing.

I wanted to tell you that the tree, somehow
is as green and fragrant as ever

And its lights shine in the dark evenings
Which are becoming

Slowly, slowly
More bright.


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